Up, down, up, down

My life is seriously topsy turvy right now. First I'm thinking about going to Africa for my counseling internship (http://thehumanityexchange.org/2011/02/fundraiser-for-support-for-orphans-buea/ if you were wondering). Then I'm looking at new employment in DFW. Now I'm trying to save the environment. Gah! When will it ever end? When will I be able to be normal like the rest of humanity. Unless y'all are all like this too? Scary thought. We are all running in circles with no where to go and nothing to do.